14 December
9 x 2 = 18 = 3 x 6
Today’s realisation … there are things that I feel on my body that needs to leave … they all feel squishy, soft, cuddly, fluffy … but they must go coz they are showing right thought things they shouldn’t be showing!!! Eish … hahaha! Maybe I should be Santa Claus this year … the squishy things help to fill up the outfit!
I looked up today for the first time in weeks! How do I forget my own advice? Look up! See the wonder! The clouds, blue sky, the mountains, my mountain, the place that makes me feel earthed, me, home. A place where I feel free to breathe because the mountain knows me, some people know me here for ages, the wind knows me. The mountain has watched me grow, live, love, breathe, cry, laugh … it’s seen my friends, boyfriends, family, disappointments, happinesses, developments, intentions … I’m part of this place where I grew up and have spend so much time and life. If the mountain could talk I wonder what it would say about me.
I started compiling the lucky packet Christmas gifts for my nieces and nephew. I am needing to kinda break my brain here … little preciousnesses that they would love … it’s not as easy as I thought but it also easier because of the game of mystery that’s driving my nephew crazy (he keeps begging for clues – I gave him one and he cannot figure it out – of course he can’t! hahaha). There’s an eve of Christmas eve packet and a Christmas gift. Trinkets of things they like.
Christmas.
It’s going to be a little different this year, ain’t it?
I kinda like the lack of musts.
It feels peaceful.
Like I can breathe.
Easier.
Focus on the important.
Take care of yourself. Breathe. Love yourself.
KarisMatiek 