I haven’t really thought about this weekend. Haven’t thought about what I am supposed to do, what needs to be done, what I would like to do, … it’s just kinda happening to me. It doesn’t feel right this time though.
Coz something is unfinished. Not just one thing. A few things. Conversations that I would like to have. Things that I would like to finish. People I would like to see.
What I have done this week is check in with someone I haven’t spoken to since last year and reconnected with someone after more than a year. In the process I also realised that some people are occasional and that’s okay.
Saw some of my family today. Was good. Day had thoughts mulling around in my head.
I haven’t stopped thinking about a phone call that was expected and never came. It bothers me.
Somewhere something is working at the back of my mind. I’m not sure what the outcome will be. I think it might hurt.