The day kinda flew by. It feels like a myriad of feelings and actions and things and Friday. I feel like I'm supposed to be doing some kind of happy dance because it's weekend ... however ... the days feel like they're flowing into each other with one coming and one going ... all the … Continue reading 45/2021/23: FriYAY???
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45/2021/6: Immaculate art
Stellenbosch sky, 7:24am, 18 May 2021Photo by karisMatiek This morning was a beauty! Got up early to go for a walk with a buddy. My phone couldn't and wouldn't have done justice to the sky at 6:45am. Darkness with a lick of fire in the corner where the mountains meet. I could only look up … Continue reading 45/2021/6: Immaculate art
45/2021/2: Breathe …
This week's been special.I was gifted a few days in a space ... alone. Thank you, Mom and Dad.I took walks.I met up with people I haven't seen in a long time.And I spent time with me.I received good news.I had time to breathe. Sea Point beach in black and white. 11 May 2021 I … Continue reading 45/2021/2: Breathe …
This one is about you … maybe.
What was your expectation when I told you I love you? You said you love me too, but ... not the same and there's someone else you chose. My life had to go on. My life has to go on. Was I supposed to wait for it to change? What was I supposed to hope … Continue reading This one is about you … maybe.
2020: 45
17 November 15 x 3 = 45 = 5 x 945 is my next number ... I am in my 45th orbit around the sun ... to be completed in 7 months. I love hugs. I still want one. I need one. The one thing I look forward to, hope and pray for is THE … Continue reading 2020: 45
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01 November 2020 1/11/20201:1:1 Yesterday made me aware of something.I am the one and I am not the one.When I want to be the one, I am not.When I don't want to be the one, I am.Typing this has me smiling. Reading this almost has me laugh out loud. I learnt a few things this … Continue reading 2020: 61
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25 October Investment. Return on investment (roi). Thoughts on it. How do we invest in our relationships? And what is the expected return on investment when you make an intentional choice to invest? And what if the return is not what you thought / calculated / hoped it would be? Hmmm ... Disappointment maybe? My … Continue reading 2020: 68
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23 October I forgot Mo’s birthday. Sorry, friendo! I miss our coffees at Vida. Our moaning sessions!!! Lol! Knees and backs and ... everything! Apart from that ... today, is Friday. End of school term in South Africa. What a year ... last term still ahead. Matrics to write. So many lovely young people in … Continue reading 2020: 70
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21 October Today.Wax day.Help day.Fix day.Coffee day.Check in day.Interesting day. Not sure if it's got to do with the moon or the stars or the heat or the wind or Paarl Rock or ... something was different today. Quite interesting. My car is my safe space (at the moment). The place where I think, speak, … Continue reading 2020: 72
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Today's thoughts: Rules Reading and discussing the book "Atomic Habits" by James Clear with a friend and finding interesting directions our discussions are taking me in. We spoke a lot about rules today. Little rules that we make up for ourselves that we must adhere to or are flexible about depending on situations and / … Continue reading 2020: 94
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