20211213: blue monday

i didn't want to monday today. lethargic. tired. sleepy. no vigour. over it. went to the office. did some work. bleh. something has to change. it is going to. but first i need a holiday. i'm always amazed when i say that. i was unemployed for 4 years. i've been working since july 2021. month … Continue reading 20211213: blue monday

Day 43: 44 to 44 at 4:44

Access Image by TanteTati from Pixabay Who has access to me?An how do who have access to me? I've been feeling very tired the last few days. Fatigued. Sinus acting up, hordes of things that I'm thinking about and the news. The feelings that I feel are mostly disappointment (crime stats), sadness (for deaths and … Continue reading Day 43: 44 to 44 at 4:44