45: The Day

I was born on a Sunday. My birthday this year is today, a Sunday. It was tea time when I was born. I should ask my Mother more about the actual day ... what happened, how it happened, details ... I think she'll remember. My Dad too. I am grateful for parents who are in … Continue reading 45: The Day →

45/2021/26: Weird vibes

This morning I woke up with a mission. Clean the kitchen, make breakfast for parentals, cook for dinner and meet a friend for coffee at 12. Sometime during the morning my tomorrow check in was moved to today for after 2pm. Great! Full day! Weird vibes ... I feel off-ish. Someone in the back of … Continue reading 45/2021/26: Weird vibes →

45/2021/13: Dreams

I rarely dream. But when I do ... Do you dream? My Mom dreams a lot. Do you dream? Do you have a recurring dream? I dreamt last night or maybe this morning that I was standing in a queue at a bank in an old building with high ceilings and wooden counters and beige … Continue reading 45/2021/13: Dreams →

45/2021/12: AA, the Gem.

Today is the birthday of a friend.No names. No trimmings. No drama.He's been around the block with me a few times. Feels like forever. Ups, downs all arounds. We take walks together and drink wine together and talk together and discuss things together. Rolled our eyes for each other, talked in hashtags for a bit, … Continue reading 45/2021/12: AA, the Gem. →

Forgotten. Remembered.

Over the past few weeks I have been starting very slowly to sort my books and papers. I have also found that my Dad has kept ALL my music - choir, vocal, piano, clarinet. I am grateful for this. Going through each box and pile reminds of the things I have played and events, concerts, … Continue reading Forgotten. Remembered. →

2020: 2

30 December Prime nr 1. Coz 1 is not a prime nr. Being aware of my body to note any changes that might indicate that I have Covid19 ... whole day in my head like Google search engine. Our brains are immaculate things. Do we acknowledge it and take care of it? I don’t do … Continue reading 2020: 2 →

2020: 4

28 December Today. It was a day. A beautiful day. So last night the medical emergency had me up and about between 11pm and 2am this morning. Uncle was admitted to hospital. His Covid19 test came pack positive. Let round 2 of self-isolation begin. And then the President puts us back into lockdown level 3, … Continue reading 2020: 4 →

2020: 13

19 December Prime. Another death. Close. The neighbour. 2 weeks after his test. Broken hearts. Shocked people. Sadness. The parentals and I came back home today. More friends in isolation. Two close deaths this week. An aunt waiting for her test results. And still there are all these people walking without masks or half-masked, people … Continue reading 2020: 13 →

2020: 32

30 November 16 x 2 = 32 = 4 x 8 The lastest day of November 2020. The 31 days of December starting tomorrow. Have I really thought about it? I am praying for big things to change in the next few days. Before Christmas. So 2021 starts on a new note. Impactful. Anon So … Continue reading 2020: 32 →

2020: 43

19 November 43 = A prime number. Today, a funeral. Suicide. A young man. His friends came as one. Each of them told a story / stories about him at the gathering after the service. It was such a beautiful, heartwarming experience. I remembered his lovely, warm, playful spirit like he was there. Sadness was … Continue reading 2020: 43 →