i didn't want to monday today. lethargic. tired. sleepy. no vigour. over it. went to the office. did some work. bleh. something has to change. it is going to. but first i need a holiday. i'm always amazed when i say that. i was unemployed for 4 years. i've been working since july 2021. month … Continue reading 20211213: blue monday
Tag: heartbreak
2020: 75
18 October I read the following a few minutes ago:Someone asked me "Who hurt you?I replied "My own expectations" I was reminded about this earlier when I had a conversation with a friend about speaking the truth instead some euphemistic dance of words hoping that the other person can read the message between the lines … Continue reading 2020: 75
Day 41: 44 to 44 at 4:44
Online I met him on a dating site when dating sites just started to be a thing in South Africa (SA). He was attractive. He was funny, engaging and smooth. He lived in the North of SA but he was from outside the SA borders ... a neighbouring country. We spent lots of time chatting … Continue reading Day 41: 44 to 44 at 4:44