i didn't want to monday today. lethargic. tired. sleepy. no vigour. over it. went to the office. did some work. bleh. something has to change. it is going to. but first i need a holiday. i'm always amazed when i say that. i was unemployed for 4 years. i've been working since july 2021. month … Continue reading 20211213: blue monday
Tag: sadness
45/2021/39: Father’s Day
Today is (almost was) Father's Day. I cooked. I baked. I thought of many things. I sent out a few messages. I didn't even post anything about my Dad or Father's Day or ... this year has been different. very different. Pudding My Dad is getting older. He is still doing his best to fend … Continue reading 45/2021/39: Father’s Day
45/2021/4: Unplanned
Today the plan was church. A quick coffee. Home. Today became church. Conversation with a friend I haven't seen in a while with some interesting information. Lunch with a friend. A drive with another friend to start a new chapter of life. Home. Unplanned. Unexpected. Lovely. The next few weeks will be planned. Some things … Continue reading 45/2021/4: Unplanned
March 2021 – let’s do this!
Today.This day.The beginning for some.The end for others. It's the third month of 2021. I feel like I haven't done a single thing up until now, but I know that I've done a lot. Just because there's nothing (no physical thing) to show for it doesn't mean nothing happened (this needs to be repeated a … Continue reading March 2021 – let’s do this!
2020: 63
30 October Friday. Long day. It's the weekend. Hard lockdowns happening across Europe. USA election coming up. Covid 19 infections increasing in South Africa too. What are we thinking when hearing the news headlines? The ones I mentioned was just some of them.Murder. Rape. GBV. Incompetence. Brutality. Ignorance. Sometimes I do not want to deal … Continue reading 2020: 63
The 4:44 PM: Single-(e)ish
I joint a singles course recently ... faith-based. I don't think I've every really given it real thought. Going through life without a 'my person'. The assumption was just always there that at some point in time there would be a somebody for me and we would choose each other. Someone who would share the … Continue reading The 4:44 PM: Single-(e)ish
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