In the silence my thoughts bubble up like water from a fountain. Continuous. Never-ending. Not always good or interesting. Somewhere else in my brain I wonder where all these thoughts come from and why they decide to bubble up today? Of all days? And I really do want to tell my brain to be quiet! … Continue reading 45/2021/40: Be quiet.
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45/2021/38: Just go with it
I slept in today. Chilled morning. It's quite interesting. It feels like I very rarely do that. I felt more tired when I woke up and got up. Like I slept too much. I didn't. I went to bed before midnight, but went to sleep after 3. Don't ask. One of those things. Brain not … Continue reading 45/2021/38: Just go with it
45/2021/21: Reflecting …
I told a friend a story today. It came out jumbled and while I was speaking I was wondering what she was hearing. I was also listening to myself and how I was telling the story. Dissecting the words that came out of my mouth while I was speaking them and unable to stop them … Continue reading 45/2021/21: Reflecting …
45/2021/17: I haven’t …
I haven't really thought about this weekend. Haven't thought about what I am supposed to do, what needs to be done, what I would like to do, ... it's just kinda happening to me. It doesn't feel right this time though. Interesting. Why? Coz something is unfinished. Not just one thing. A few things. Conversations … Continue reading 45/2021/17: I haven’t …
February 2021: Lessons
Rest ... after all the January drama lessons blessings. A little trip. A breath. A deep one. Conversations. Many of them. Confessions. Many. A child. Children. Blessings. Wonder. Decisions. Rest. Needed. Taken. Awakenings. Realisations. Lies. Honesty. I needed to think. We're doing Rising Strong by Brené Brown at our book club. The conversations and realisations … Continue reading February 2021: Lessons
2020: 20
11 December 10 x 2 = 20 = 4 x 5 Today is the 20th last day of the year 2020. FYI. The day has been a quiet one. Covid 19 infections has been increasing; increasingly I hear reports of people close to me being exposed, in self-isolation and infected. A cause for concern. Especially … Continue reading 2020: 20
2020: 68
25 October Investment. Return on investment (roi). Thoughts on it. How do we invest in our relationships? And what is the expected return on investment when you make an intentional choice to invest? And what if the return is not what you thought / calculated / hoped it would be? Hmmm ... Disappointment maybe? My … Continue reading 2020: 68
2020: 86
07 October Last night I watched 2 documentaries. One by David Attenborough about his life and doing what he does and another exploring what became Adolf Hitler's family. Both short. Both interesting and insightful. It lead to more thinking around the story of the other side. A discussion I had with a friend over the … Continue reading 2020: 86
The 4:44PM: The Leveller
Death and more death. Some from Covid 19 and some not. More people in my life (close and peripheral) has died from pre-existing conditions or other illnesses / happenings than of Covid 19. Perspective. Life is precious. Do I see it that way? Do I appreciate it that way? Do I forget it's preciousness? Do … Continue reading The 4:44PM: The Leveller
Day 15: 44 to 44 at 4:44
When you know better, do better. Maya Angelou's quote came to mind recently while I've been watching more news than usual: "Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better." I've been watching the news again lately. I'm not sure what I want to comment on and if … Continue reading Day 15: 44 to 44 at 4:44
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