20211213: blue monday

i didn't want to monday today. lethargic. tired. sleepy. no vigour. over it. went to the office. did some work. bleh. something has to change. it is going to. but first i need a holiday. i'm always amazed when i say that. i was unemployed for 4 years. i've been working since july 2021. month … Continue reading 20211213: blue monday →

45/2021/18: Okay.

Today I'm tired.It's the unplanned stuff.And my head trying to work out the things coming and possible scenarios.Being better prepared for this coming week and the coming months.But for now I am just tired.Sleep needs to happen.But first ... plan, prepare, be ready ... Everything will be okay. Image by Murray Rudd from Pixabay

It’s been a while …

As much as I have been thinking, I haven't been writing. I've been having hard conversations with friends and with myself ... mostly about myself. Advice is an interesting thing. It also seems that some of the things that I've been saying about myself is not being heard ... or doesn't want to be heard. … Continue reading It’s been a while … →

2020: 6

26 December 3 x 2 = 6 Boxing day. Family day. Lazy day. Until a family emergency. Still in process but not an emergency anymore but it has to be monitored. To be continued. For now the situation is kinda contained. I am tired. The paramedics were great. So helpful, polite, informative, accommodating and all … Continue reading 2020: 6 →

2020: 22

10 December 11 x 2 = 22Nice ring to it ... How did we get to the last 22 days fo the year? Yhooo! Second wave accumulating strength in South Africa ... Health care professionals and essential services personnel are TIRED! So ... my people ... mask up! social distance! keep washing those hands! Krispy … Continue reading 2020: 22 →

2020: 40

22 November 20 + 20 = 408 x 5 = 40 = 10 x 4 I saw this quote on the right on someone's WhatsApp status today and I thought about it a little while. Burning bridges. Hmmm ... Must it burn? How do I set it alight? What type of bridge is it? Was … Continue reading 2020: 40 →

2020: 78

15 October Today was a hard day. It felt a little weird, like I'm in the twilight zone. But it was also hard. I didn't get a job I was interviewed for.I told someone I loved them, because it was time for truth.One of my favourite Klopse uncles passed away. Second one in 4 months. … Continue reading 2020: 78 →