the view from my seat this has been one of my biggest challenge in my life. i have broken promises to myself to help, support, encourage, etc other people. because i must help others in need ... i have realised that i have not been accepting of myself in all the aspects of me ... … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 349 | Love yourself ENOUGH to keep your promises to yourself →

WE MOVE so much is happening ... so much has happened the hair, the earrings - poppin' one of the things for this year ... is the decision to move on, move forward ... move from the things that do not serve the right purpose in my life. there have been many moments that required … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 348 | yhoooo, we move →

hello What are the things I want more of? More intentional conversations with people who I can learn from. first attempt at cheesecakes More intentional time with friends. Better quality time with family. More informative sessions for myself. always flowers More dancing. More reading. More travel. More road trips. More deep breaths. the colours More … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 347 | more, please →

What feels like comfort or like a buoy in a storm? choosing to focus on comfort ... the comfort of safety ... where i feel safe and comfortable and cared for ... in my own place ... in my own little fort ... protected ... my peace and quiet is protected ... my thoughts, my … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 346 | comfort →

What feels like a little luxury without burdening the bank? quality time with friends and family. robust conversation with likeminded people and those who are not likeminded ... challenging paradigms and ways of thought and speech. quiet quality time ... rest time with other people who understand the need and necessity of rest ... who … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 345 | luxuriously lovely →

What feels like a tiny anchor in this crazy world? Friendships. The people you choose to have as family and specifically the ones who choose you back. the ones who will reprimand you and support you and scold you and encourage you. the ones who will walk with you through the pruning, sickness, health, wins, … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 344 | anchor, anchored, anchoring. →

What feels like joy? I am presented with the question ... what feels like joy? Joy ... this has been rare over the past 10 years ... in reflection ... very rare ... in fact it has been non-existent for parts of it. The moments where I experienced it in the past 10 years were … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 343 | joyful, joyous, JOY →

I semi-planned to use December for reflections but haven't intentionally sat down to draft the plan and topics. No excuses. Just been busy. So reflections will have to wait for my leave. Soonish. Next week. Something to work towards. The to do list is long for some reason - I know the reason. Might be … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 342 | last full week of work →

also ... Christmas. i need to really have time to prepare spiritually for this time. I have a need to feel the love, the joy, the importance of it. the holiness. look up. wow. today i needed to just be still. out-peopled. tired. and my body was shouting at me - it needed to be … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 341 | rest rejuvenate relax, it’s Christmas time →

there was a pink party somewhere today had a pink party on the calendar ... a pinknic! a bunch of formidable, strong, women dressed in shades and patterns of pink gathering to celebrate women, life, the year, connection and a love for beautiful things. gathered by a formidable woman. it was, even for me with … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 12, page 340 | pink →