There are so many thing I think I should’ve done which would’ve had me in a different space, mindset and probably place at this point in time. I didn’t. There are things I regret … like not saying yes, not sticking to my routine then, not taking some opportunities that was available due to … … Continue reading 2026 | 41 to 50 | I should’ve
Some days all I want to do is disappear for a bit to just not Not what you may ask? To just not be having to do all the things that needs to be done. Just some days. Disappear to not feel the weight, the emotions, realisations … to just play again like a children … Continue reading 2026 | 42 to 50 | disappear
It's Friday. A long to-do list and a meeting (i thought there were things going to be discussed ... it wasn't ... totally some other things ... people are under pressure to do things. i know what i have to do about this. due date 31 May 2026 and then report back.) there's been a … Continue reading 2026 | 43 to 50 | breathe
yesterday was a long, tired day. Mom's went to hospital for a procedure. i dropped her off, coz she wants ME to, i went to fetch her, coz ... same reason ... with a little concern. she is okay. bigger op next week. but she ok. Nails day my Mother loves life and people and … Continue reading 2026 | 44 to 50 | parents, life, nails, work
Victoria street, Stellenbosch losing leaves to rest to grow new ones ... autumn ... fall ... leaves falling ... colour changes ... falling ... winter is coming. yesterday it felt like the area round me was washed clean ... i know. there was much destruction, flooding, damage. i know. however the water washing over the … Continue reading 2026 | 45 to 50 | autumn in full swing
the weather since Sunday has been grey, storm. we have had loads of rain. there has been property damage / destruction, flooding, accidents, death, destroyed / damaged homes, inaccessible towns / areas / electricity cuts, etc. it's been a rough few days. comfort ... i, amidst the thought that i am struggling on various levels, … Continue reading 2026 | 46 to 50 | speed, comfort
My drive to work today was challenging. Stormy weather. Wind rain, but more wind. My car is light. I was wondering what would my employer do if anything happened to me on my way to work. What would happen to my workload? What is on my to-do list. Is my process document up to date … Continue reading 2026 | 47 to 50 | stormy weather thoughts
My Mother's middle name is rose ... and this is the thing she asks for every Mother's Day ... roses. Not my favourite flower but my favourite scent and taste when it is in foods or drinks. A calming influence it has over me. Her flowers today - My Dad bought it this time. I … Continue reading 2026 | 48 to 50 | Mother’s Day
The weather is rainy, grey ... it's cold and there's clouds ... South Africa that I am I already made the soup on Thursday, today, I make bread (rolls). New recipe received from a friend. Came out perfect - fluffy and light and lovely. I think I ate two as it came out of the … Continue reading 2026 | 49 to 50 | baking and boring
I took a little break from writing after daily blogging for two years straight. I needed the break. I missed the writing though because thoughts have a tendency to build up and then ... what to do? It's been a quiet year thus far. In a way. Much reflection. Interesting developments. Silent protests / go-slow's … Continue reading 2026 | 50 to 50 | It’s been a minute
KarisMatiek 