A soft place I can land this week
the soft landing i have in mind is not possible … a discussion for another day … it has something to do with the soft life i would like to have with a partner, my partner (i live in hope and prayer for this one)
so there has to be an alternative … my soft landing … home … the silence of my own place … the completion of my to-do list for work and home life and outstanding things in my personal life. I want to go on leave in peace … not worried about 2026 … unlike the previous 10 years … my anxiety was rife from unemployment to illness. it really is time to move into the era of peace and softness. softness. softness.
even engagements with friends feel like it’s going to be taking energy even though I am looking forward to spending the time I am planning to spend with friends and family.
the to do list needs completion. the landing will be soft knowing only that.
27 November 2025
KarisMatiek 