Sea Point swimming pools today was hard in a way ... and also soft. i was faced with me, my choices, my challenges, the consequences, the calculated consequences, the worst case scenarios. i needed the silence. i need the reflection time. i needed to know that it was not enough time. i need to plan … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 285 | necessary reflection … breathe … grace … dance
2025 | chapter 10, page 284 | peace, quiet, focus (not)
looking up - different view ... appreciation took a few days off because i need to finish some assessment for a course i enrolled myself in. i've always wanted to do this course. it's also a short course ... so it's second purpose is to see if i can take on something bigger in 2026 … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 284 | peace, quiet, focus (not)
2025 | chapter 10, page 283 | rest so you can do things better
i have plans for today. i had more plans for today. however ... one should know your limits and what you want to accomplish and need to get done. the things. the day. we do the things on this day. i slept late. i had breakfast. i took meds. somewhere at the back of my … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 283 | rest so you can do things better
2025 | chapter 10, page 282 | rest, impromptu things, etc
slept late ... did a few things ... a little house work ... laundry to be specific ... adulting never stops ... not even when a person is on leave ... but anyway ... it was a peaceful and quiet day and also a little tiny bit busy ... had my nails done too ... … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 282 | rest, impromptu things, etc
2025 | chapter 10, page 281 | half n half
Wednesday. I have a lot to finish before my leave starts at 12:30. the road to work is beautiful as always ... different every day ... the continuous reminder to look up. interestingly enough I took a mental health quiz a few weeks ago where the question was asked ... do you look up and … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 281 | half n half
2025 | chapter 10, page 280 | too much
i have too much of a lot of things ... introspection over the past few weeks ... looking at my place, my space ... a spirit of scarcity? why am I accumulating things ... holding on to things sometimes because I don't want to offend the giver ... someone else can use it ... i … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 280 | too much
2025 | chapter 10, page 279 | recess, rest
oak trees in the oak city overwhelmed by tired today. i need a mental health break. i am taking leave. i cannot feel this heavy. for health. school's have recess this week. i've been thinking about this for a while. we should take short little breaks frequently because it helps. the breather. for health and … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 279 | recess, rest
2025 | chapter 10, page 278 | i don’t need to understand
i miss the open road ... maybe time to plan a road trip soonish lunch today. there's vibes. there's tribes. there's thoughts that enough has been done. there's silence. there's action and no action. conversation and no conversation. i tried. tired. people need to take responsibility for the actions and lack of actions. i don't … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 278 | i don’t need to understand
2025 | chapter 10, page 277 | why me, why you – friendship
sigh ... the colours It's Saturday. It's my aunt's birthday. It's also a friend of mine's 50th birthday celebration ... she is part of a twin ... i was at their 40th too. full circle moments of gratitude and friendships. Beauty in connection. We have been on each other's radar's since we started singing together … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 277 | why me, why you – friendship
2025 | chapter 10, page 276 | dinner thoughts
It’s blooming!!! Friday … my body feels slow. The past few weeks, especially this week is taking its toll. brain slow. Rest required. That’s the plan. I have a few things to think about post last night’s dinner with a friend. The company and the food were great. the thoughts thereafter, a start to fine-tuning. … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 276 | dinner thoughts

