That title is kinda catchy. Rhyming and things. State of mind. Random. I feel the feeling coming. The June vibe. Can't describe it. Birthday month. 30 more days of many things, anythings, getting wings. I woke up this morning to the beautiful sound of rain. The same rain that prevented me from going for an … Continue reading 45/2021/19: Last day of May.
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It’s been a while …
As much as I have been thinking, I haven't been writing. I've been having hard conversations with friends and with myself ... mostly about myself. Advice is an interesting thing. It also seems that some of the things that I've been saying about myself is not being heard ... or doesn't want to be heard. … Continue reading It’s been a while …
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17 October Woke up this morning with a very heavy heaviness about me. Had a gathering scheduled for 08:30am. The drive was filled with loud prayer in a quiet car and many other words and thoughts. It gets better. I'm always amazed at how things can change in a second. I'm disappointed. That makes it … Continue reading 2020: 76
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I lied. To myself first. I lied to myself about myself. I paid for that. How you might ask? Not being able to trust myself, my decisions, thoughts, capacity, ... Result? Helping people with their problems. Helping people. Listening to people. There's no problem with that. Unless I'm doing it to the detriment of myself. … Continue reading 2020: 95
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