It's been going for a while. I have a place where I go where I say the things I want to say the way I really want to say it. after that it becomes a process of elimination. eliminating the words that make it subjective preventing the real message to come across. I'm grateful for … Continue reading 20211204: venting
Month: December 2021
20211203: overwhelming overwhelmedness
I used the wrong word. It's more like, I used the wrong word to replace wronger words. And now I have to reap what I've sown. More words. More explanations. More unnecessary. There are things that I have forgotten. Things not to do, not to say, to keep my face straight. But why? To keep … Continue reading 20211203: overwhelming overwhelmedness
20211202: already late
It seems I've lost my direction already. Late. Day 2. A friend 's birthday was yesterday. I've known her since 1994. Today she was appointed (after being headhunted) into a high profile position. I'm proud of her. She deserves all of it. Makes me wonder. What have I been doing. Where have I been going. … Continue reading 20211202: already late
20211201: it’s been a while
it's really been a while since i left some thoughts here ... new job, new routine, new information, new things to learn ... this is day 1 of my 6th month in my new job. the first 5 months have been interesting to say the least. i forgot about academia's things. gaps. i missed writing … Continue reading 20211201: it’s been a while