today was a hard day in a way. it's been a hard two weeks. something is wrongish. not sure if it has to do with the rash that started appearing ... flare??? the learning ... learning new things ... new ways of being ... news ways my brain works new ways my brain forgets new … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 288 | learning … grace … start (again)
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2025 | chapter 10, page 284 | peace, quiet, focus (not)
looking up - different view ... appreciation took a few days off because i need to finish some assessment for a course i enrolled myself in. i've always wanted to do this course. it's also a short course ... so it's second purpose is to see if i can take on something bigger in 2026 … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 284 | peace, quiet, focus (not)
2025 | chapter 10, page 283 | rest so you can do things better
i have plans for today. i had more plans for today. however ... one should know your limits and what you want to accomplish and need to get done. the things. the day. we do the things on this day. i slept late. i had breakfast. i took meds. somewhere at the back of my … Continue reading 2025 | chapter 10, page 283 | rest so you can do things better
45/2021/41: Sick day / Rest day
I very rarely get or feel really sick or unwell. And I haven't had a sick day in a long time. I generally work through the odd not so 'lekke' feeling days. But today I wake up and I feel ... well, not well. But I have to get up because I need to run … Continue reading 45/2021/41: Sick day / Rest day
45/2021/40: Be quiet.
In the silence my thoughts bubble up like water from a fountain. Continuous. Never-ending. Not always good or interesting. Somewhere else in my brain I wonder where all these thoughts come from and why they decide to bubble up today? Of all days? And I really do want to tell my brain to be quiet! … Continue reading 45/2021/40: Be quiet.
45/2021/38: Just go with it
I slept in today. Chilled morning. It's quite interesting. It feels like I very rarely do that. I felt more tired when I woke up and got up. Like I slept too much. I didn't. I went to bed before midnight, but went to sleep after 3. Don't ask. One of those things. Brain not … Continue reading 45/2021/38: Just go with it
45/2021/15: Processing
Today was a processing kinda day. I don't even know how to explain it. I don't know what I have done but my head has made decisions on a few things in the process without me intentionally thinking about it. I've probably overthought it. And then left it. And then ... VOILA! Decision made. I'm … Continue reading 45/2021/15: Processing
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