i didn't want to monday today. lethargic. tired. sleepy. no vigour. over it. went to the office. did some work. bleh. something has to change. it is going to. but first i need a holiday. i'm always amazed when i say that. i was unemployed for 4 years. i've been working since july 2021. month … Continue reading 20211213: blue monday
Tag: compassion
It’s been a while …
As much as I have been thinking, I haven't been writing. I've been having hard conversations with friends and with myself ... mostly about myself. Advice is an interesting thing. It also seems that some of the things that I've been saying about myself is not being heard ... or doesn't want to be heard. … Continue reading It’s been a while …
2020: 46
16 November The number 23 ... twice ... Today the weekend caught up with me.My soul screamed for an all-encompassing hug full of love, compassion, understanding ... My heart feels broken. A young man decided to end his life this past weekend. I've seen him grow up. He was kind, funny, warm and loving. He … Continue reading 2020: 46
2020: 58
04 November Sometimes I have nothing to say. Sometimes I have loads to say. Sometimes I think lots, but I can't say anything. Sometimes I think little, but have to speak. Today ... hmmm ... thoughts around fasting and prayer. Supplication. Surrender. Fasting. Complete. Intermittent. Liquid. Prayer. Sitting. Knees. Hands and face on the ground. … Continue reading 2020: 58
The 4:44 PM: Single-(e)ish
I joint a singles course recently ... faith-based. I don't think I've every really given it real thought. Going through life without a 'my person'. The assumption was just always there that at some point in time there would be a somebody for me and we would choose each other. Someone who would share the … Continue reading The 4:44 PM: Single-(e)ish
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