That title is kinda catchy. Rhyming and things. State of mind. Random. I feel the feeling coming. The June vibe. Can't describe it. Birthday month. 30 more days of many things, anythings, getting wings. I woke up this morning to the beautiful sound of rain. The same rain that prevented me from going for an … Continue reading 45/2021/19: Last day of May.
Month: May 2021
Today I'm tired.It's the unplanned stuff.And my head trying to work out the things coming and possible scenarios.Being better prepared for this coming week and the coming months.But for now I am just tired.Sleep needs to happen.But first ... plan, prepare, be ready ... Everything will be okay. Image by Murray Rudd from Pixabay
Nog 4 weke
Oor 4 weke is dit my verjaarsdag. En in die week het meer as 2 mense my gevra wanneer ek in Mei verjaar ... hulle weet darem dis in die twintigs êrens. Dis nogals bietjie snaaks. En oulik. Daar was 'n tyd toe ek baie gevoelig was as mense my verjaarsdag vergeet. Dit was ook … Continue reading Nog 4 weke
45/2021/17: I haven’t …
I haven't really thought about this weekend. Haven't thought about what I am supposed to do, what needs to be done, what I would like to do, ... it's just kinda happening to me. It doesn't feel right this time though. Interesting. Why? Coz something is unfinished. Not just one thing. A few things. Conversations … Continue reading 45/2021/17: I haven’t …
45/2021/16: Space for change
Do you think you've changed over years? I have in many aspects. I have also remained the same in other aspects. I find this fascinating. Do we make space for the changed us? Do we make space for friends who change? Do we grow with our friends or support, encourage and acknowledge their growth? I … Continue reading 45/2021/16: Space for change
Today was a processing kinda day. I don't even know how to explain it. I don't know what I have done but my head has made decisions on a few things in the process without me intentionally thinking about it. I've probably overthought it. And then left it. And then ... VOILA! Decision made. I'm … Continue reading 45/2021/15: Processing
Penne. My Penne.
Penne. My Penne.Foto geneem deur karisMatiek Hoekom penne?Ek wonder self. Mens skryf nie eens meer baie nie.Maar ek koop nog steeds penne. Want soms gebruik ek hulle tog.Intensioneel.Want skryf, vir my, is terapeuties.So lekker om dinge uit te skryf.Soms het ek nodig om mense uit my hart te skryf. Dit help om dit fisies te … Continue reading Penne. My Penne.
Sometimes I have things in my head that is not listed to be done but I know they need to be done. Most times I know there are things, for example, that has to be done this week / today / this month ... etc. But then there's the unplanned. what is the unplanned for … Continue reading 45/2021/14: Unplanned
Ek droom toe mos …
nou die aand da ek in 'n ry staan in 'n bank met 'n hoë plafon met hout dekor in so historiese gebou met al die argitektoniese tierlantyntjies avn 'n sekere era (kan nie meer onthou nie). Dit was 'm nooi rustige plek. Die pandemie is nog aan die gang. Almal moet op hulle kolletjie … Continue reading Ek droom toe mos …
I rarely dream. But when I do ... Do you dream? My Mom dreams a lot. Do you dream? Do you have a recurring dream? I dreamt last night or maybe this morning that I was standing in a queue at a bank in an old building with high ceilings and wooden counters and beige … Continue reading 45/2021/13: Dreams