I really don't want to ... And with fighting I mean unnecessary fighting in the form of verbal altercations or arguments and such. Being overly sensitive and / or easily offended by something trivial. I'd rather just have a conversation. An honest one. A hard one. Heart words. Yes, it will probably hurt some feelings … Continue reading 45/2021/27: I don’t want to fight
This morning I woke up with a mission. Clean the kitchen, make breakfast for parentals, cook for dinner and meet a friend for coffee at 12. Sometime during the morning my tomorrow check in was moved to today for after 2pm. Great! Full day! Weird vibes ... I feel off-ish. Someone in the back of … Continue reading 45/2021/26: Weird vibes
Image by Steve Buissinne from Pixabay And then it was Sunday. And on this day the person in our house who almost never gets sick and who withstands rain, sunshine, cold and heat wakes up with a cold ... a head cold ... a bad one ... now you must now it's bad when the … Continue reading 45/2021/25: A cold …
The better part of this day was spent with my brothers' children. Watching them play, paint, jump on a trampoline endlessly ... they don't get tired. It was adorable. It was beautiful. Magical. Wonderful. Wonder-ful. Love. Family. I wondered what it would be like if I had had a child or children. Where they would … Continue reading 45/2021/24: The Kids
The day kinda flew by. It feels like a myriad of feelings and actions and things and Friday. I feel like I'm supposed to be doing some kind of happy dance because it's weekend ... however ... the days feel like they're flowing into each other with one coming and one going ... all the … Continue reading 45/2021/23: FriYAY???
Eye TestImage by kalhh from Pixabay Today I had a 9am appointed to have my eyes tested. Something's changed ... very slightly ... but I can feel it. It was also time for my regular eye test. The entire process always fascinates me. I'm with my regular optometrist whom I've been with probably for between … Continue reading 45/2021/22: The Eye Test
I told a friend a story today. It came out jumbled and while I was speaking I was wondering what she was hearing. I was also listening to myself and how I was telling the story. Dissecting the words that came out of my mouth while I was speaking them and unable to stop them … Continue reading 45/2021/21: Reflecting …
A conversation I had today reminded me of this sentence: "It is what it is." There was a time in my life when I really hated hearing it and seeing because I never believed that that is just the end of it before. It never sat well with me. It still doesn't. (hear me sigh) … Continue reading 45/2021/20: It is what it is.